Wings of Solace

I thought I would share this with you. Finding a way through whatever is happening at the moment, darkness fading and light feeling stronger. I begin to see my gold shimmering softly once again.
Here is a journey I went into today.


Wings of Solace

As the Solace drips away
And peace seems lost in the darkness
Fear seems so powerful
And the heart, kept small,
Is gasping to breathe once again into fullness.
Where did all the signposts go?
As everything I have built seems to stand in fog
Where is my truth?
As my ego dies
I let my identity die too
Who is this 'I' I have created?
A monster of my own being?
A result of all my experiences
Imprinted into the network of my body.
Seeing where this 'I' has come from
and knowing that not all of her is me.
Am I ready to let go even more?
Am I ready to say goodbye to the comfort of misguidance?
I have missed me
All my life.
And now as the layers get deeper and deeper
And I witness their unfolding,
Fear tries to keep me blanketed in wings of solace.
But where is my heart?
How do I know where my heart is when I am still in the game, 
In the foggy programming of yesterdays schedule.
Held in the fiery cradle
The blanket burns away
Scolding the awakening
Tempting resistance
Feeling into the fire
Feeling the burning
Broken embers falling
The Phoenix rises.
Fire feeling the raw heart
Rising warmth
Igniting the gold flow
Through every vein
Reconnecting the pure golden energy
So I can 'live' again
My old, heavy broken wings fall into the abyss. 
I begin to see and feel how heavy they have been hanging on my back,
The dark shadow that I mistook for being part of my self.
They carried me far.
I honor them with gratitude in my goodbye.
It is now time to fly high
High
With my golden wings.
With one final glance below into Hades
To see the old wings, resting in peace.
My voice carries me into the light
I can say goodbye
I can
I can fly into my power
Into the unknown space
As the golden honey rush flows back 
Into my heart
I see the sun shining 
Energising my soul. 
My true soul
The one that was always here.
So much love
Breathing and relaxing 
Into the space of a new journey, 
A beginning
Simply being.

Today's Apples

I love you like there is no tomorrow
I love you like all my dreams came true
I love you like the song that sings itself
From the bottom of my heart
And I love you because you can see right through
All the layers that I hide behind
The ones from times gone by
The layers that are not part of us
The ones to which we say goodbye.
I love you like you are the world
And you mean the world to me
I love you with all the sweetness of my heart
You are my Apple Tree.

My Rainbow King

My Rainbow King

You are the light that shines right through

To all the darkest spaces within my soul

Holding out your hand to help find the truth

To make only love our ultimate goal

Through a life time deep of black and white

I see your colours shining so brightly above

Clearing the lenses and birthing new sight

I will join you my King as we embrace love

Through all the colours I once never felt

I feel them emerging through my skin

Reconnecting every cell, a kiss of bliss, I melt

Into your arms, I can trust, I feel you within

All these colours I had once never seen 

Are now right here as I dance and sing

Oh my love, my love I'm your Rainbow Queen

And you are my Rainbow King

Ik hou zoveel van jou Sharon

Forever yours

Rainbow Warrior

Hazel

xxxx

I know my Goal..

My dearest Hazel

I want to love you

Not for the love itself
Not for me to be happy
Not to feel the heart

I want to love you

To see you smile

I want to love you

To see you melt into time

I want you to flower, to bloom
into your own happiness

And all I want from love
is to witness this phenomenon

Of you being truly you
yourself
your Self

The highest you
The Soul
Mother earth

I am
there for you

My deepest and greatest
love

I love you
is my mantra

I love you
is my goal

You loving life
Is what I cherish

You living love
Is what I hold

I am there
my love

With all my love
I am there

For you..

Skype painting..

Painting our faces for each other online skyping the night away.. Loved it my love!! So much fun!! Love ya!

I love this picture of you

I feel like we are adventurers together - I love it :-D